i'm currently feeling like a fish out of water - and not just some weak nemo-fish, either. more like a fish with a sword, a helmet, and a sheild.
there have been more than just a couple of times in my life where i've felt something big is on its way. something has been planted and its cute little head is going to sprout up and out of the ground anytime now. right now, i'm in the time of watering and nourishing and (just like a good warrior-fish would do) preparing for battle. it lives in my gut: to pray more and harder than i ever have before.
along with God moving, however, a spark is lit under a certain-stupid enemy's behind - he wants to make me feel like a lesser-than nemo-fish and give up. i'm living in anticipation, trying to keep my head in bend, and praying for crazy, outrageous things. let's see what happens..
- in and through my relationship with Gregg.
- in finding out what my role is in supporting Cassie and how i can really, truly be there for her.
- with ministry involvement.
- with finances. am i supposed to get a second job? is it impossible to find somewhere to live rent-free?
i'm too tall, too white, and laugh way too loud. i love latte-foam, pink nail polish, and hunting for shooting stars. i have a boyfriend i love, friends that are blood, and a family i'd do anything for. this is exactly where i am supposed to be. i am so blessed.